Friday, August 29, 2025

School of Two Thousand Smiles–Chapter Six

ELLA

I must admit, I was glad to see Danny leaving school just ahead of me. 

"Hey, Danny, how'd your meeting go with Sam?"

He turned around, saw me,  and his warm smile, made me want to run to him, but I just hurried a little, but I was happy to see his smile and hear his warm greeting:

"Hey, hi, Ella, and I'm surprised you're still here, too. What have you been doing?"

"Practicing with our little fifth-grade group, the 'Honeyspooners.' I hope you can join us on Thursday after classes like today. We usually practice on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I heard you tell Sam you play guitar, nd, oh, only play chords." I wanted to cheer him up, so I added, "Guess what, I only play chords, too.

"I don't have a guitar here in California." He sounded like he wanted to tell me more about being in California but he only added, "I left mine back in good old Mississippi. I had to travel light when I left there."

"Are you the only one in your family who came to California?" I didn't want to sound nosy—just curious and friendly—so I was glad Danny answered easily:

"Uh, I guess you could say that. I came with a tiny part of my family—just me, myself, and I." He chuckled and tried to act nonchalant about it. Before I could respond, he asked, "And what kind of name is 'Honeyspooners'?"

"Very funny—me, myself, and I—I haven't heard that in forever. I take it you don't like our band's name. I just heard someone say that a couple who has just gotten married and is going on a trip—just the two of them—is called a honeymoon, and they're honeymooners. So, I came up with our group's name—Honeyspooners—because we spoon out delicious music, so there."

I tried to look down my nose at him, but I just started giggling.

"Everybody else liked my idea, and y'all can call it 'Honeyspooners' if you want." He was nice enough to laugh.

"So, come on over Thursday, and I'll introduce you to the group—Evie, Chris, and Joe are there. Tell Sam about needing a guitar—I bet he'll find one for you, at least a loaner if not a gift. Now tell me, why did you come to California alone? Were you a pain-in-the-butt back there, and they sent you to relatives here to get rid of you?"

"Ha, I wish it were that simple. Someday soon, I'll tell you the real story. Right now, I'm living with a really nice family in Lakewood Hills. They have two little girls, almost the same age as my sisters, and they love trying to talk like me. They're hilarious—'Hey, y'all, how y'all doin' today? Y'all sure do talk funny down here in California. Y'all know that?"

I laughed so hard I nearly wet my pants—but didn't, thank God. "And where in Lakewood Hills? That's where I live too. What's the address?"

He told me, and I said, "That's only a couple of blocks from us. We live on Tupelo—2523. I'm sure our family will welcome you, and my siblings will love making fun of your accent." 

Tuesday, August 19, 2025

School of Two Thousand Smiles–Chapter Five

DANNY

I didn’t feel any of the fear like I would have last year, if I had been called into anyone’s office. I came back to our cohort room, and the door was open, and Sam, in his deep and smooth announcer's voice, said, “Hey, Danny, please close the door and join me up here.” He was sitting by the recently erased whiteboard. That reminded me that he had other cohorts besides the one I attended this morning. He motioned me to the closest chair.

“Well, my good man, tell me about how you feel after your first day at Two Thousand Smiles. I see a bit of a smile. Does that mean you only feel a bit good about your day?”

That is the first time in my life that any teacher or any adult in a school ever asked me how I felt. So, I wasn't sure how to answer that, so I nervously blurted out, "This has been the wackiest day in my life. Uh, no, the wackiest good day in my life. I, uh, oh shit, I don’t know how to talk to you at all. Sorry, Sir.”

“I think I heard a bit of a stutter when you corrected yourself about the wacky day. Please tell me about that non-happy wacky day.”

For some damn crazy reason, I said, “I thought about the day two years ago when dad was away at some police conference in Jackson, the capital of Mississippi. Mom decided that she needed us to run away from home. Her idea was to go to Memphis, the largest city near us. She pleaded with someone to take us there after Dad left, but she couldn’t find anyone. I don’t think she knew many people to ask.  We took a Greyhound bus.” I was shaking even thinking of that time.

I glanced over at Sam, and he was waiting but didn’t seem to be impatient at all, just concerned. I was sure he’d think I was crazy if I told him because I didn’t know why I even thought of it in the first place.

I think it was several minutes before he said, “I’m guessing, Danny, that day was a helluva bad day you’re remembering – like a very hurtful day. I hope you’ll go on and tell me more.“

“Thank you, uh, Sir.”

“Again, please call me Sam. Sir makes me feel old. So, tell me about the bad wacky day.”

I think his voice sounded like the warmest man’s voice I’d ever heard in my life. I started blubbering, and through my tears, I told him that Dad had married Mom when she was only fifteen and he was more than twice as old as her, somewhere in his thirties or forties." I took a deep breath and went on, deciding to tell him the truth, and I didn’t pay any attention to the words I used. If he told me to talk like a proper young student, I would tell him to go to hell and leave this phony place.

“He’s a horrible asshole, and I hate his guts, and I’m worried about my mom and my two little sisters because that bastard will hurt them and even kill my mom. Mom and the three of us kids went to Memphis when ol’ asshole was away, and the most horrible thing happened when we got to the city and got off the bus. There was our dad standing there. I froze, and he grabbed Mom and acted like he was hugging her, but really, he was squeezing her so hard he almost killed her. Then he ordered us all to get into his sheriff’s car, and when we got home, he ordered the girls to go upstairs. Then he dragged Mom up the stairs, struck her, threw her down the stairs, ran down the stairs, and started hitting and kicking her. I know he went upstairs with her so he could say she fell down the stairs. He wanted me to watch all this so I would know what was coming for me, and then he walloped me. I blacked out.

While mom was passed out, he took her to the hospital. I’m sure he told them she fell down the stairs, and I’m sure nobody believed him because he’d said that before, and everybody was scared of him.” I said all this through gallons of tears, and I just sat there bawling like a baby. I finally turned off my crybaby self and said, “And that’s my bad wacky day, Sam.”

Sam sat there, and I looked up and was surprised to see that he was crying, too. I don’t think I ever saw a grown man cry before, except in the movies. We sat there in silence for I don’t know how long, and then he said, “Wacky isn’t a word for that day, Danny.  Horrible comes to mind. Thank you for telling me about it. And how long was your mom in the hospital, and oh. What is her first name?”

I said, “Marge. The doctors just bandaged her up, put a cast on her broken leg, and sent her home. He told me that the hospital people told him that he should get someone to take care of her for at least four weeks while her broken right leg and left ankle healed. And he got a caretaker, all right – me. I was my mom’s caretaker for over three months, until the end of the school year, which I flunked. I was nine, almost ten, and I had a hard time turning mom over in bed, and she got some awful sores that dad just said were called ‘bed sores’ and that everybody who had to stay in bed a lot got them. And he said I needed to turn her over more often. He would only come into the bedroom to get clothes and stuff, and I don’t think the shithead ever even looked at mom. Nobody was allowed in the house, and my sister Susan missed first grade for the school year, too. I’m sorry for talking so much.” I was glad to have someone to tell about how mom was treated and what a sonofabitch dad was and is.

Sam scooted his chair over and put his arm around me, and that felt so good. I started blubbering all over again. “My lord, Danny, that is the saddest story I’ve ever heard. I spoke with Clare Danley, your social worker, and she shared some information about your family situation in Mississippi. She said that your dad sounded like an ancient evil tribal chief, king, or some kind of tyrant. Before we talk more about your horrible day, I would like to hear how you felt today. Most importantly, do you feel safe here? And feel a little joy, too?”

“Yeah, I almost forgot about what school was like in ol’ Mississippi, but I kept wondering when the hammer would fall on my head and I’d wake up to that old world of mine.” Sam must be the most patient older man I’ve ever met, cuz he just kept looking at me like I was the only person in his world  - I mean, in a good way. “Everyone is so damn nice, it’s uh, unreal, and Ella is…what did you call her, oh yeah, a great gal. She is that. She’s patient and kind, just like you. Thank you for assigning her to be my guide. And it seems like every hour, something new and different is happening. Back at the old school, we all sat there, getting bored, and worked hard to avoid falling asleep and getting detention. I think all the adults – teachers, vice principals, and well, every-damn-buddy – hate kids and need a job. Do you all really like us, or are you putting on an act? Right now, I get the feeling that you like me and…” I started blubbering again, damn . “and…damn, there I go again, sorry.”


Sam reached behind him, grabbed a handful of tissues, and handed them to me. “Danny, I do care, and I do believe that every adult on our staff does genuinely care about our students and care about one another. Now, I do have a concern about ol’ asshole. Oh, and I don’t think asshole is a good word for him. Assholes serve a useful purpose, and as far as I can tell, your dad is, for me, more like a rattlesnake. I hate rattlesnakes and don’t think they have any good use at all. They just hurt people – sounds like your pa, wouldn’t you say?”


I did manage to smile about his comments. Not only did I not get scolded for using the word asshole but I got corrected for it in a funny way. ”Now, Sam, what are your concerns about ol’ Rattlesnake?”


“Well, you know Clare Danley found you on the internet after searching for missing boys in the United States. And now I’m worried that Deputy Rattlesnake can do the same thing and find you here. I told Clare that we should keep your last name as ‘White’ for now, but your dad…I hate to call him ‘dad’… it will make the connection just like Clare did. But maybe it will take him a while longer. At least we hope so. So, Danny, tell me, is he a killer? I now know he’s cruel and vicious, but does he murder people with his guns?”


“I don’t know for sure, but he has killed three or four people in the line of duty. At least that is what he says, but there’s nobody to challenge him on that. I know that one of them was his dad because I saw it. Grampa had gotten on his case about him being so mean to my mom, and they argued about it. My Rattlesnake, hey, I thought of a name for him, ‘Ratso’, anyway, he told Grampa to shut the fuck up or he’d beat him the hell up. Grampa told him to go to hell, and Ratso beat him to death. He told the men who arrived in an ambulance that Grandpa had fallen down the stairs, but he didn’t mention that they were in the living room. I was only five years old and he told me not to tell anybody and, uh, Sam, you are the only one I’ve told.” My voice quivered when I added, “He’ll kill me, I know he would, if he found out.”


“Don’t worry, Danny, I’ll only tell someone if and when he’s in jail and I am present in a courtroom. God, I’m talking to you like you’re a grownup, aren’t I?”


I just wish I had a wonderfully smooth voice like his. “Yeah, and I like it. Nobody has ever done that before. All adults talked to me like I was just a kid – except you and Miss Danley. You know, Sam, that’s what I like best about this school – I’m treated like a person – a real live person who thinks and feels. So, thank you.” We both stood up, and Sam hugged me even though my nose was right at his chest. And his hug made me cry again.

 

Sam held me out in front of him and looked me in the eyes and said, “Danny, I am worried that your dad might come here to California to get you. Now, as you know, the internet is brilliant these days, and it can find nearly anything or anyone for us. From what you are saying, your dad might bring an automatic rifle and demand that you come with him. I don’t want to expel you from school because I believe this is a good place for you to heal and potentially find safety. I don’t want to alert the whole school to the possibility of a madman coming into our school, as that would scare the hell out of everyone. I can make sure we have maybe two more policemen without uniforms.”


“I like the idea of more policemen. I didn’t know we already had one, so I’m not sure what else to do. Dad is a big man – not fat but tall and very muscular. He likes to think he’s tough, and if you met him, you'd know what I mean - he's taller than you and probably weighs lots more and none of it is fat. It didn't impress Mom becuz she said he was the devil in disguise. I hadn’t thought about Dad coming to San Diego. He always made sure he was ‘on duty’ back in Flowers County.”


Sam told me that he thought my dad was a sociopath. He would like me to permit him to discuss Ratso with a friend at the FBI. He told me that everything I had told him was confidential, and everything he said to me was confidential as well. I felt good that he wanted my okay to talk to an FBI friend about Ratso. I knew he was taking me seriously when he said that I’d have to look it up the meaning of sociopath on my new laptop. Of course, the idea of his coming or ever being here scared the shit outta me. He told me that he’d talk to the FBI person and Clare Danley, and he’d talk to me tomorrow or as soon as he could.


Before he left the room, he said, “Danny, please don’t let fear of your dad smother all your good feelings about this, your first day of school.” I think it helped to see Ella also leaving the building at the same time. She smiled when she saw me. 

Tuesday, August 12, 2025

School of Two Thousand Smiles–Chapter Four

DANNY

I almost reached over and took Ella’s hand when she pointed at two high schoolers holding signs with our names on them. This school gets stranger and stranger. Ella said, “This guy will be your big brother this semester, and you’ll have lunch with him every Tuesday and Thursday. And the girl will be my big sister for the semester. I’ve seen them around school the last two years, but I can’t say I know them. The guy’s name is Jack Sanchez, and he plays basketball. Let’s go meet them.”

Ella led me to where the two teens were standing and introduced me as a new student. They were friendly, and Jack Sanchez, my new ‘big brother,’ said, “Well, Danny, welcome to Thousand Smiles.” I said thanks.

Julie Stang, Ella’s big sister, asked, “And where are you from, Danny?” I replied, “Mississippi.” She said she had never been there and was looking forward to hearing more, then quickly added, “Let’s go in for lunch.”

Boy, the girls are sure different here. Julie took my hand and we went into the dining hall. Both teens seemed to know where to take us, and we found one of the 25 or so large round tables with eight chairs.

Jack Sanchez pulled out a chair for me and sat down. Wow, a high schooler pulling out a chair for a fifth grader! This school is so damn strange. Like the hick that I was, I exclaimed, “Look, real silverware - forks, spoons, and knives!” All seven of my tablemates chuckled or laughed at this. The plates are still plastic, but a better kind than the disposable ones I was used to. I looked around the room and focused on the inside walls – I couldn’t see the cafeteria line. I asked, “And now do we go to a cafeteria line? And where is it? In a different room?”

Jack gently put a hand on my shoulder and looked at Ella sitting next to him, “Ella, you need to educate your guest a bit better. Get your lazy butt in gear, young lady,” He chuckled. Ella said, “He’s doing great, so you just do your part and tell him why he’s sitting at a table with a know-it-all, like you.

“Okay, I will.” He turned to me, “As I understand it, Danny, the fellow, Ella’s grandfather, who started these kind of K-12 schools,  Dr. Mark Haloran, back in 2018 or around that time, thought there was too much age segregation in our society and thought that it all started with the way schools were all divided into one small school called kindergarten, then a bigger elementary school for five grades and another middle school for sixth through eighth and then high school. And I went to one of those kinds of schools, and believe me, Ten Thousand Smiles is a million times better.”

17.

I looked around Jack and asked Ella, “You’re very own grandpa is the person who invented this type of school? Why didn’t you tell me?

“And what difference would it make? And when would I have had time to tell you?” She sounded impatient. I just shrugged, and she continued, “And Jack is just showing us that he is a good listener. My grandfather, Mark Haloran, visits our school every year and goes around to every class. So you’ll get to meet him then. He stays at our house when he’s here from Missouri.”

Just then, an elderly woman pushing a cart stopped next to our table. “Good day, boys and girls, I’m Isabel, and I will be your volunteer waitress for you this semester, and if you are kind, I may stay for next semester. And if you are unkind…” She stopped talking and gave us a big smile and continued, “I’ll pour a bowl of hot soup on your heads.”

All seven of my tablemates assured her that we were the kindest and most polite bunch in the universe. Then we giggled, and I joined them. Isabel began placing food on the table. There were two bowls of mixed vegetable salads, a dish that looked like meat but wasn’t. Ella whispered to me that meat from animals, chickens, pigs, or cows, was not allowed in California’s public schools and other state institutions. Californians would have starved in Mississippi. Again, I thought I was in a completely foreign country.

The designers of the dining hall were geniuses, as over 275 people ate lunch and talked without the noise being too loud. You could hear nearly everyone at the table without straining. For example, I learned that Jack grew up in Kansas, had a bunch of brothers and sisters, and attended a private Catholic school in the Kansas City area. He said he hoped to learn a bit about all of us. I was sitting next to him, and he said, “You looked a bit puzzled when I mentioned that I went to a Catholic college. Were there any Catholics in Mississippi?”

“I don’t know, Sir, I didn’t know any. Is that the name of a religion?”

“Hey man, my name’s Jack, not Sir.” He smiled all friendly-like and looked at his fellow high schooler at our table, Art Shiff, and almost yelled, “Oh man, Art, did you hear him call me ‘Sir’?” Art nodded, and Jack continued, “Danny, seriously, were you supposed to call a junior in high school ‘sir’?”

“We never had any high school students in our school. I was kinda looking forward to being one of the top dogs in the fifth grade in middle school back in Mississippi, but I moved to California instead. I think fifth grade here is better, anyway.” We were all eating while we talked, and there was one thing similar about the girls here and in Mississippi, and that was that the girls were more well-mannered eaters than the boys. And the boys were all slobs. After lunch, Jack, Ella, and I went slowly.

18.

Walked over to the building where Ella and I had our exercise class. I learned that Jack’s dad had died back in Kansas, and his mom and siblings all moved to California, where his oldest brother and sister lived. Jack worked after school as a gardener here at the school and on Saturday.

We arrived at our classroom, and Jack said he’d see me on Thursday. Again, Ella took my hand and led me through the door. This handholding didn’t seem to be any more meaningful for her than saying, “Here we are.” She said that she was pretty sure we would start the class with tai-chi, as if I knew what that was. She read my questioning look and added, “It’s the gentlest of the martial arts, you’ll like it.”

Again, I was sure I was in another world and told myself to relax, dummy. And again, Ella was right; I did like it. It took me about fifteen minutes to relax, and then I started to enjoy moving my body like the rest of the class. There were about forty students, fifth and sixth graders, Ella told me. She also mentioned that switching to a more energetic martial art, aikido, would require us to change into gym clothes. And again, I’d have to go shopping with somebody else’s money. I hated being a beggar. This class lasted an hour and a half and will meet again on Thursday. I wasn’t sure what we did on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.

Ella led me back to the fifth-grade classroom where we would have English writing and speech. The new fifth grader in the other cohort and I were the only ones who did not have a written 200-word article or essay describing our experience meeting with, and talking to, a senior man or woman whom we had never met before.

Izzy Cassidy told me and the other ‘newbie’ that Izzy was short for Isidore, just like Danny was for Daniel. I didn’t tell him my name was never Daniel. A teacher named Izzy was so damn strange. This place never stops being strange. It took the entire class half a period to read and discuss the essays. They were good, and Izzy asked us to discuss our reactions to each of them – especially how well we thought we got to know both the writers, that is, the interviewers, and the persons interviewed. I was surprised that each of us had different ideas about each one. Boys were more interested in the students' and elders' activities and where they lived, whereas most of the girls were interested in their clothing and feelings. In any writing class in Mississippi, the teacher would return our assignments with numerous red corrections, highlighting mistakes in spelling, punctuation, and other areas. I learned more this way and got to know my classmates better. If we had read something someone else had written or said and then laughed at something we found funny, we would have faced serious trouble.

Here, no one laughed at the writer, but at what was written about. Izzy asked us to watch a TV show and write a half-page critique of it. I had to ask Ella what a critique was. She explained it to me and then said she’d see me in the morning. I then went to have my meeting with Sam.

19.

Monday, August 4, 2025

School of Two Thousand Smiles–Chapter Three

DANNY

Wow! What a wonderful welcome from this bunch. When I first looked around at all these colorful faces and strangely dressed fifth graders, some of the girls, even two of the boys, wore shorts and T-shirts. I must admit, I was shocked. And I don’t know if there are this many races in my home county and the surrounding area. And getting hugged by a Hispanic fat guy! I never dreamed of such a thing.

I needed to go pee, so I followed Chris to the restroom. Uh, oh, another shock - maybe we were in the wrong room. There are girls all over the place, and guys, too. What the hell is going on? There are urinals and stalls, so I guess it is for both. I slowly went over to the row of urinals and unzipped my jeans, but I was too uptight even to pee. I stood there long enough, but just couldn’t go. I finally gave up and went back to the room.

Sam said, “Okay, now that we all know a little more about one another, tell us how you’ve grown in age, and grace, and giftedness since I saw you in May. Who wants to go first?”

Joe raised his hand, “I was delivering flyers around town one day, and I went into the rich part of town; ya know, that’s where all the mansions are. Well, I got my ass kicked.” He looked around to make sure we were all listening and went on, “These three guys, one about my size and two a year or so older and bigger, grabbed my bag of flyers and started throwing them around, all over the place. One guy yelled, ‘Let the wind deliver them for you, dummy.’ I started to pick them up, and another guy kicked me in the butt, and another one pushed me down and kicked me in the ribs, and said, ‘Now go and do your cluttering in your neighborhood? And why don’t you go back to where you belong and stay there?’ He was as black as I, too, so I think he meant that boys don’t have to work to make spending money. I know we’d never be able to own one of those swanky houses. So, I learned that we have a long way to go before we have a more equal world to live in. And I’m glad that I learned not to fight back but just to be patient and peaceful.”

“Ya got that right, man.” Came from Gordo Torres. I thought about telling the group that we had that kind of thing happening almost every day back in good ol’ Miss, but I didn’t. Maria asked Joe if any of the boys were from our school, and he answered that he didn’t think so.

Olivia sang, “I live in that part of town, and I hope no one in my family would do that to you, or anyone else. Oh, and I think we got a flyer on our porch that day. Was it on the last Thursday in July? And was it for a sale at Walmart?” Joe nodded, and Olivia said that she had probably run into those mean-spirited guys.

11.


Sam said, “Joe, I hope that experience doesn’t sour you on all people who are wealthier than you. I lived in a poorer area in Enid, Oklahoma, and there were some folks like that there. I had to fight with myself not to hate all of them because of the meanness of a few.”  

Maria Sanchez spoke up, “I had a more wonderful experience this summer. We, my family, and I, went to Guadalajara, Mexico, on that new super-fast train to visit my dad’s family. First, we took our fast train to Tucson, Arizona, and then changed trains, and in only six hours, we were in Guadalajara. And Dad’s family was friendly. That city is humongous, and I loved being around all those people who spoke Spanish all the time. I’m now proud to say I’m Mexican.”


I was amazed to hear all of my new classmates talk about themselves and their families and, well, their lives. For the first time, I realized that I didn’t know anything at all about my classmates in Mississippi. In just over an hour, I’ve gotten to know these 10 people better than I did any ten people in Mississippi. There was no order to who or when anyone talked; it was kinda like a big family dinner table I saw on TV, where people shared when there was an opening. They tried to be polite and not interrupt, but sometimes they would talk over each other. In my family, we kids didn't speak at all, except when Dad asked us a question. We were cautious about what we said, hoping he would like to hear it.


Chris started to say that he began to realize that he knew more about building a house than some of the grown-up men did, and Gordo immediately interrupted him, “Just like yer smarter than anyone in this room, huh?” Chris ignored him and went on to say that he sometimes had to be careful how he said something and not hurt an older person’s feelings. Sam thanked Chris for sharing his experience and reminded us that each of us is gifted and challenged in unique ways. Olivia added in her sing-songy way, “I, I, hope none of you are challenged like me.”


I could not think of a single time I heard anyone, teacher, or student, tell me, or anybody else, how smart or gifted someone was - ever. Back in Mississippi, I had often been asked to do some challenging things that other kids weren’t, and I guessed I had some giftedness, but I wasn’t sure. I knew that Kenny Singleton never made it past the second word in our girls versus boys spelling bees and stuff like that, so being smarter than Kenny was no big deal. Then I wondered if this school had spelling bees. Several times I had been the only boy still standing at the end of the contest with four or five girls still standing.  I was two years older than some of these guys and gals in this group, so I’m sure I’m not smart. Gordo interrupted my musings, “Well, my big brother last year, found me a job in his family’s bakery and I started working there July first. I’m making donuts and slicing bread and lots of neat stuff. And they treat me like one of the family. And they are going to keep me on part time, now that schools have started. I really like it. And now I can help with the grocery bill.” Joe added, “Now, Gordo, don’t go eating up all your profits.” Several others moaned.


12.


Evie started talking and immediately began to cry as she said through her tears, “I, uh, I’m glad that you all have been having some good news to tell us. I’m not growing in any way good because my Dad and Mom are talking about getting a divorce, and I’m not sure why. Mom says that Dad is cheating on her, and Dad says he only saw another woman once and he did something sinful with her, but he still loves my Mom and…” She began sobbing uncontrollably, and Maria nudged Gordo to change seats. She put her arms around Evie, and Evie leaned into her. Ella quietly went across the circle and knelt in front of Evie and put her hands, arms, and head on Evie’s lap. All the girls were crying, and my lord, so were Gordo, Chris, and Joe. I felt sorry for Evie, but I couldn’t cry because I would be so glad if my mom would leave my idiot dad, and crying in front of all these students would just be too embarrassing.

 

I sat there stunned, I had never seen anything like this and couldn’t imagine it ever happening in school – ever. Sam kept silent as well, and when Evie stopped crying, he softly said, “I want to remind you all that everything that anyone shares in this room is confidential and cannot be shared with anyone outside our cohort.” He then added, “And Danny, I did forget to tell you that, didn’t I?”

I nodded and whispered, “No, but I understand.” Both Mom and Dad had often said that about personal family stuff.  After a while, Evie patted Ella on the head, nudged Maria, and said, “Thank you, and thank everybody for your understanding.” She shyly smiled and added, “I’ll, uh, let you know how we’re doing in my family. Now, please, will somebody take the spotlight away from me?”


I had learned a lot this summer, but I didn’t want to share any of it with anyone here in school. Sam stood up and announced that it was time to end this cohort session and added, “I am very pleased to see how wonderfully open and compassionate you all are, and Danny, how are you? I’m guessing you’ve never had a class like this in Mississippi.”


“No, I haven’t, but I think I’m going to like it because I already like all of you. Thanks.”


Sam came over to me and said, “I’ll see you at 3:30.” He patted me on the shoulder and went over to where Evie was sitting. 

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